Bill Lawler is behind the bar at Caverly's Irish Pub.
A retired Rochester police investigator, Lawler pours drinks as some of his former colleagues — and some current cops — wander in.
Lawler is well known here, where he proudly wears the nickname "Three-quarters." There's a reason for the nickname: Stricken with Huntington's disease, Lawler suffers from tremors that are obvious as he pours a draft from a tap or hands a glass to a customer. Often, as his hand quavers, some of the brew sloshes over the edge. Rarely does one get a beer filled to the top; hence, the nickname "Three-quarters."
There is also the nickname "Lefty," a reference to Lawler's off-balance gait. "It's not because of my politics but because I kept walking to the left," Lawler said.
Some may find the nicknames of questionable taste, but not Lawler. This is the kind of humor he was accustomed to on the police force. Sure, Lawler may have a disability, but that does not mean he is disabled by Huntington's. At Caverly's on South Avenue, where a friend has him bartend on Wednesday afternoons, Lawler gives as well as he gets when his cop buddies give him grief.
"I refuse to be pitied," Lawler said in an interview. "If anybody ever pitied me I would bite off their nose."
A former marathoner, Lawler still runs regularly, accompanied by his guide dog, Kermit, and friends or family. Winter weather does not stop him. He keeps in touch with many of his friends, and often joins them for breakfast or lunch. He accepts any new experimental treatment offered for Huntington's, even one that left him with terrible abdominal pains.
He is, for many, a lesson about how to live a life — a life slowed by a disease with no known cure, a disease that may ultimately bring his life to an end.
But that day is, for Lawler, a distant future and not one worth imagining. And his willingness to push ahead with a life of some normalcy, and to exercise almost as vigorously as he once did, seems to have its benefits: The disease is not progressing as quickly as it does with some who settle into a sedentary lifestyle.
"The fact that he continues to get out there and run, kudos to him," said Dr. Kevin Biglan, a neurologist at University of Rochester Medical Center who works closely with Lawler. "But I also think it helps" combat the disease's effects, he said.
"He does not let the disease impact him or get him down," Biglan said. "He's just going to do his thing."